You Wouldn't Dare (Khaos Trilogy Book 1), стр. 20
I strained against the rope, wanting to grab his head and push his face further into me, to grind against him, to feel his stubble scrape against me in that most delicious way until I could release into his mouth.
Time and time again, he would bring me to the edge but never let me cum. I could feel the juices from my pussy leaking out, mixing with the spit that dribbled down his chin, creating a wet patch on the sheets beneath my arse.
I had never felt this way before – I couldn’t remember ever being so wild and out of control. He used his fingers to spread open my pussy lips and stuck his tongue deep inside me, using his nose to rub against my clit.
My toes curled, and I struggled to breathe as the pleasure rolled through my entire body.
“You smell amazing, little one. Tell me, do you still want to reject me? To push me away and abandon the chemistry we have between us?”
“No, I’m sorry. So, so sorry. Please don’t leave me like this. Let me cum and I’ll behave, I promise.” I begged.
He stood up and climbed on top of me, straddling my waist. He stroked his cock again with fast flicks of his wrist.
“Say that again – I want to hear you submit to me, loud and clear.”
“I’m yours, Alpha, all yours. I want you so bad, I need you to fuck me. I want you to own me. Please.” The dirty words fell from my lips as I watched him lose control above me. His movements were jerky and uncontrolled. He was yanking his cock with hard, angry pumps.
He reached behind him to rub my clit and almost immediately, I came. I threw my head back and sobbed with relief, screaming his name over and over.
He never took his eyes off me as he watched me lose all control beneath him, and with a final shout of my name he gave one last tug of his cock and came all over my body.
Chapter 5
Khaos
I released her wrists from the rope, and she immediately snuggled against me. I froze as her warm body pressed against mine, her hand resting against my heart, feeling its erratic beating. My wolf howled his contentment and settled down, finally stopping his demands to take her, show her who’s in charge, and dominate every part of her.
I didn’t know what to do. Violet sighed in contentment and I panicked. I didn’t do love and affection; I didn’t know how to handle it. I had never experienced someone so happy to be in my company - I allowed no one to stay a moment longer than necessary after sex.
With a shake of my head, I shoved her away from me, ignoring the small pang of regret that squeezed in my chest. It was too much. All my life I had been well versed in keeping everyone at arm’s length, to let no one get close to me. Never had I been given an ounce of kindness that I hadn’t paid for - usually with my own blood. Even after all these years, I could still hear the pathetic sounds of myself as I begged for mercy. I saw myself cowered in the corner, my arms over my head, protecting my face as I cried out my anguish, begging forgiveness for crimes I never committed.
I slid off the bed and pulled on my trousers, looking at her beautiful face as she frowned. I had to do this. Growing closer to her would cause us both nothing but pain and misery.
“Did I do something wrong?” She asked softly, covering her body with the blankets.
“No. We had sex, sort of. It’s done. I don’t need you clinging to me.” I muttered, refusing to acknowledge the small stab of pain I got when the hurt flared up in her eyes. “Get dressed, we have places to be. Your little act of disobedience has already made me late.” With that I slammed out of the room, hating myself for ruining the moment, for not knowing how to be happy, for never having prepared myself for having a mate, and knowing how to treat them as they deserved. I was messed up, loved by no one, and that’s how I would stay. I wouldn’t let her get in my head and break down the wall I had built for my own protection.
I couldn’t.
Violet
My heart shattered into a thousand pieces when he looked at me like that, his eyes so cold and unfeeling. I thought we had turned a corner, but it was just sex to him.
Why was I even shocked by this? I knew his reputation; he discarded women the moment he got what he wanted from them, and I was an idiot for allowing myself to believe that he would treat me any better. As the old saying went, fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice...
I was feeling more foolish and shamed than I had ever been before.
I should have remembered last night, remembered how easy it was for him to detach himself. Sex meant nothing to him and everything to me. I was a virgin, and he had an unbroken stream of women behind him. The differences between us were glaringly obvious in the light of the day, but last night I had been so swept up in the moment. I had been so ready to give in to the natural calling of the mating bond, drowning in the new emotions running through me. I forgot everything I had heard, ignored the warnings that came with the rumours and I gave in.
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