The Duchess (MacBride Sisters Trilogy Book 2), стр. 33

the reason why Bruce regretted lying with me. He was engaged to Adelaide. His words that he couldn't make any commitment to a woman fell like a bomb. Once again I felt like a fool.

- Annabel? - I heard Bruce say before he approached me.

- Breathe, Annabel! - Aideen said with a worried voice. - Take a deep breath, my sister!

I started coughing when the air returned to my chest and the feeling of fainting began to dissipate.

- Are you all right?" Adelaide asked.

- I'm sorry! I'm sorry! - said looking at Adelaide. - What are you?

- About marrying Bruce? - she repeated it by frowning. - We've been engaged since we were kids.

Without being able to control myself, I started laughing. I took Bruce seriously.

- So, you're a man of war? - I said sarcastically. - To me, you're nothing but a coward, miserable!

- Annabel, it's not what you think! - he said as he stared at me. - I didn't even know that...

There was no time for him to continue his useless speech. Without thinking, I slapped Bruce's face hard. I heard the surprise sigh of those watching, but I didn't care.

- Don't ever come near me again! - ...I ordered, before I fired into the castle...

- Annabel! - Bruce screamed. - Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait!

I ignored their appeals and kept running. Now I knew I'd been rejected because he was engaged. Bruce MacCalister was the biggest scoundrel I ever had the displeasure of meeting and would do his best to forget him. To hate him would be my only goal now.

Chapter 12

Bruce

- Annabel! Stop now!

She did not listen to me and, ignoring me, continued to run into the castle. I reached her right at the foot of the main salon staircase. She'd been to Dunhill before, and apparently hadn't forgotten the path she was taking to the upstairs quarters.

- I told you to stop! - he said between his teeth. Holding her left arm, I made her turn to me. - Are you deaf? Didn't you hear me call you?

- I heard him perfectly, but if I really knew myself, I'd know that I don't usually take or take orders. - she returned it in a harsh tone and pulled her arm. - Especially if they come from you.

- Look, it's not exactly what it looks like!

- Oh, yeah? - she said ironically. - Then I must be an idiot, because I hear you're engaged.

I took a deep breath, passing one hand over my face.

- It's okay! It's okay! That's what it looks like, but, at the same time, it's not.

Annabel frowned confusingly. She grunted making mention of starting to climb the steps, but I held her again.

- Let go of me! - she ordered. - I said don't touch me! Remember, I still have that beast!

She pushed me. I took a few steps back when Annabel advanced on me in anger.

- You made me think you were to blame for lying with me outside of me. He made a fool of me when he said he wasn't sorry he kissed me and seduced me. What person would accuse the other for her actions? - she took a break. - It doesn't matter now! The fact is, you lied and hurt me. As bad as it sounds, I never thought you'd be able to do what you did.

Annabel threw up her words. The worst part is she was right. I was cruel in saying those words and this story of Adelaide being my fiancée only reinforced my bad side. Even if I don't have it, it makes Annabel get the wrong impression about me. It just made things even worse.

- Annabel, I know I was very cruel about last night, but I didn't lie that I didn't regret kissing you. - I fired. - I just said that because...

- Why were you engaged? - she retaliated. - Or why did you regret lying with a disgusting MacBride?

Annabel's hate-filled words hit my chest like a dagger, through my flesh and into my heart. She was deeply hurt and it was my fault. I've never thought of her being a MacBride before. She was completely different from Ravenna, Loch and even Roy.

- Don't stoop like this! - I said in a soft, deep voice. - Of course you're not disgusting. You're much more than you think you are.

- I know what I am! - she said between tears. - A dreamy fool!

I closed my eyes hard. I couldn't imagine how much pain I had inflicted on her, until I looked into her eyes.

- I've seen and heard enough. - she sighed. - All I want now is a nice hot bath and a bed, from where I will only come out, when I'm very old and less ashamed to have believed that I could...

She took a break.

- That I could what? - I asked, but Annabel was taking steps backwards and shaking her head from side to side. - That I could what, Annabel?

- Forget it!

With this, Annabel gave me a hateful look and turned around. Holding the bar of the dress she went out the staircase towards the top. I watched as she disappeared from my sight. I closed my eyes, sighing with tiredness. Because of what I said last night, I turned around in bed trying to control my desire to go to her room to ask forgiveness and hug her,