Mad Dog (Angel’s Rebellion MC: #2) (Angel's Rebellion MC), стр. 93
She laughed, “Yeah, that can happen.”
I glanced at her. “What do you mean?”
She ignored my question and asked me, “You said you and Dog had unprotected sex a couple times, right?”
“Yeah.”
Now I was starting to get nervous, why was she asking that. Did I have some sexually transmitted disease? I swear, I would kill Dog if that was the case. But he wasn't the type to do that on purpose, so if that was the case, then he didn't know he had it either.
“Do you remember when it was?”
“Yeah, I know the exact date. May twenty-ninth. What's going on Doc?”
“Well, Ava, you're thirteen weeks pregnant,” she said.
I blinked at her. What? What the fuck did she just say? I felt like I was going to pass out. Next thing I knew she was kneeling in front of me telling me to breathe. But wasn't I already breathing?
“Ava, take a deep breath. In, out, in, out, good, that's good.”
“I'm what? What did you say?” I asked in shock.
“Ava, you're pregnant. Thirteen weeks. I take it, this is a surprise,” she said.
“Umm, I don't… I... I need to talk to Dog.” All I could think about was getting to Dog.
She nodded at me, “Come on, hon. I'll walk you out to the others.”
“Don't say anything, please,” I begged.
“Ava, I wouldn't do that. You know that thing called doctor/patient confidentiality, that ensures that I won't talk about this to anyone but you unless you sign a form stating otherwise.
“Okay,” I whispered.
“But, girl, if you don't get your head on straight, they're gonna know something is up.”
“Yeah, okay, give me a minute.”
I had to push this down until I could get back to the club and talk to Dog. Taking a deep breath, I nodded at her, “I'm good. Let's do this.”
On the drive back, Jennie and Mia were jabbering so much they didn't even realize that I wasn't saying anything. I saw Viper glance in the rear-view mirror a couple times. He knew something was up. I agreed with Dog, the man was seriously scary good on how he could pick up on things.
They stopped in front of the club and let me out. I smiled and waved then headed inside. There were only a couple guys kicked back in front of the TV in the Great Room. I guess most of the men were still sleeping off their late night. I was mentally out of it, causing my thoughts to be scattered and fractured, bouncing around willy-nilly. As I walked farther into the room, Reb walked out of the dining room.
“Hey, Reb, do you know if Dog is in his office?” I asked.
“Yeah, but I think Karma is in with him right now,” he replied.
“Oh, okay. It'll wait. Just wanted to talk to him for a few minutes,” I smiled at him and hit the stairs quickly, racing toward our room.
I didn't know what to feel. I swore I didn't want any more children. I didn't want a baby. I couldn't have a baby. I just couldn't, and yet, I was pregnant. I didn't want the baby, but there was no way I could terminate a baby. I couldn't kill my child. My child. My thoughts hit me like a tidal wave. My child. I was pregnant. With Dog's baby. Our baby. I was carrying our baby.
Once inside our room, I walked to the mirror and turned sideways. I wanted to see if I could tell I was pregnant, but everything looked normal. I had been so sick with morning sickness with Mason. It had lasted the first and second trimesters, finally easing off in the third. But I didn't feel sick at all. I felt great. Never better in fact.
Slowly the things Doc asked started coming back to me. I realized now that me wanting sex all the time was a product of my pregnancy. Although, Dog alone was enough to make me want to climb his bones. I started stripping off my clothes. I had to see. I needed proof. After all my clothes were off, I turned sideways looking into the mirror and I saw it. If I hadn't been looking, I wouldn't have paid any attention. It was just a small bump.
I reached down and caressed my stomach. I was pregnant. I didn't know if it was going to fucking sink in or not. Oh God, what if I lost the baby? Both my hands flew to my baby bump. I couldn't lose the baby. Oh. My. God.
A sob ripped out of me. Oh God. I wanted this baby so bad. If something happened to it, it would kill me. I walked over to the bed and crawled up on it, pulling my knees up tight and wrapping my arms around them. I had to do everything to protect this baby.
As I listened to the thoughts floating around in my head, it hit me that I wouldn't always be able to protect the baby. Life happened. I just wasn't sure if I could handle this. Tears ran down my face as I started praying, pleading, begging God to always keep my child safe. I promised to give up my life if He would just keep my baby safe. I struggled with my thoughts. I knew I was trying to make a deal with God. But I felt so helpless, so out of control. I didn't know what to do. I needed Dog. I needed my man.
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Mad Dog
After Karma left my office, I walked out to the bar to grab a beer and see if Ava had made it back yet. I couldn't fucking wait to be able to fuck her bareback anytime I wanted too. I could understand why men slipped up sometimes, the pleasure was so much more intense with a woman wrapped around your naked cock.
Well, Hell. I'd done it again. Just thinking about Ava had my thoughts drifting there.