Mad Dog (Angel’s Rebellion MC: #2) (Angel's Rebellion MC), стр. 87

“Fuck, oh fuck, babe. Be still a minute,” I growled.

It's like her body was doing what it wanted to do just like mine was. But I would be damned if I didn't get to fuck her after wanting her so bad for the past couple days. With no finesse whatsoever, my hips started slamming into hers over and over. It's like my body was in someone else's control and all I could do was hang on to Ava's hips for the ride.

I glanced down and watched my cock thrust back and forth into her over and over again. I swear, I could spend the rest of my life watching her pussy take me like that. I'd never seen anything so fucking intoxicating in my life. I knew this was a view that I would watch multiple times throughout the coming days, weeks, months and years.

There was no way that I would ever get tired of seeing how her pussy lips clung to my cock nor would the feeling of her walls clenched tightly around my dick with each stroke ever grow old. Everything combined that was Ava was enough to drive me insane.

“Babe, not gonna last long,” I managed to get out.

I shifted her hips ever so slightly and with my next thrust hit her G-spot dead on. I felt her walls lock tight around my cock as another orgasm overtook her. One last thrust and I held her hard to me and felt my cum shot deep inside her, coating her walls with my life's essence.

Vaguely the thought ran through my mind that this was the second time that I hadn't worn a condom with her, but the thought was gone before it even had time to enter deep enough into my brain to latch hold.

I felt Ava's body melt into the bed, and I flopped over to my back beside her, my energy fucking gone. We were both breathing deeply in an attempt at getting our breath back. As we lay there with the ceiling fan casting puffs of wind across our overheated bodies, I realized that I hadn't felt this good, this alive, in forever. Fuck, she was so good for me.

I finally found the strength to roll on my side and face her. She mimicked my action. Now we were face to face. I reached up and ran my fingers gently across her right cheek, down her neck, over her collarbone and lazily circled her breast before lightly crossing her nipple. I watched as her nipple beaded into a sharp little point.

“Dog,” she whispered.

“Yeah, babe?” I asked, thoroughly entranced with my play.

“That's the second time we've had sex without using a condom.”

I sighed heavily, “Yeah, babe. I know. I'm sorry. I fucking lose my mind when I get around you. That's never happened to me before.”

“I'm just as much at fault as you are, but, Dog, I...” her voice trailed off.

I looked at her face and saw she was closing herself off from me.

“Babe, don't. Don't shut yourself off. Talk to me.”

I watched as a tear rolled from her eye down into her hair. Jesus. Fuck. What was causing her to cry?

“Babe, you're killing me here. Tell me what's wrong.” I fucking hated tears on a woman, but on Ava it felt like someone was ripping out my insides.

“Dog, we have to be careful. I don't think I want more kids,” she whispered as more tears rolled down her face. “I couldn't bear to lose another child.”

I felt a crushing weight slam into my chest. I wanted children with Ava. I wanted to watch her belly swell with my child growing inside her. I wanted to put my hand on her stomach and feel our baby moving around. But as much as I wanted this, and fuck did I want this, I knew that I wanted Ava more.

“Babe, not gonna lie to you. Thought I was too old to have more kids until I met you. And while I’d love to have kids with you, if you decide that's not what you want, then I'll be fine with it. I just know that I want and need you, Ava. Just having you in my life makes me a damn lucky man and I am so thankful you came back into my life. It was fucking empty and lonely until you showed up.”

I watched as her eyes examined mine, searching for the truth of my words.

“Fuck, babe, know it's been faster than a fucking speeding bullet, but, Ava, I'm falling in love with you. You're already buried deep inside my heart, babe.”

“I feel the same way, Dog. And it fucking scares me to death. What if something happens to you? I couldn't handle it,” she whispered.

“I know how you feel, Ava. I've been doing this lonely thing for the past twenty years and fuck, babe, that shit ain't all it's cracked up to be. Living on the edge of life is pretty much not living at all. I didn't even realize I was doing that until you walked through my office door. It's like I felt my heartbeat for the first time since Beth died.”

I ran my fingers across her face, wiping her tears off.

“And, babe, need you to hear me. Don't be thinking that you are a substitute for Beth. You aren't. I loved Beth with the love of a boy who became a man. I fucking love you with a man's love. A man who has seen and experienced too much shit in his life.

“I would never belittle what I felt for Beth, but, Ava, my feelings for you are so much more fucking powerful. I understand your fear of losing me because I feel that way about you. Babe, we can't quit living life. I know, because when you do, then you're only existing and, trust me, after having you come into my life, I don't ever want to go back to how I was without you.”

On a choked breath, she cried out, “Oh