Reckoning Point, стр. 21
But no, Bram comes to the conclusion that Roland knows nothing. He is a simple boy, he never even fully realised the extent of what happened over a decade ago, in spite of being in the very epicentre of the crime. No, this recent activity is not something Roland has any idea about.
It takes Bram almost two hours to walk from his home to the promenade of Scheveningen and he recalls ruefully when he used to be able to do the trip at a jog in less than an hour. Those days are long gone and Bram wonders if he is at a point in his life where he should rely more on his car. It sits disused for sometimes weeks at a time because Bram has always enjoyed walking, keeping an eye on the neighbourhood on his daily and nightly strolls, but it’s getting to a point now where he doesn’t move as fast as he once did in his youth. He doesn’t often worry about it, mainly his customers come to him, but he needs to keep an eye on the area for himself. He could take the tram, but like bicycles, Bram also finds public transport distasteful.
He cuts through Strandweg and takes a seat outside Bora Bora, nodding his head as a waitress pops up and offers him a coffee. The beach resort is at the height of the season and he watches as everyone goes around their business. The groups of families that trickle in and out of the Sea Life Centre, the scantily clad men and women who lie prone on the beach and the elderly couples, those of similar age to Bram, walking up and down the prom, hand in hand. Bram has never married, never even come close. He has dedicated his life to his work. Sometimes he thinks about all the women that he takes care of, and it amuses him to regard them all as his family. Like a real family, sometimes they upset him, sometimes he has to put them in their place and teach them right from wrong. Occasionally he contemplates how different his life would have been if he had married and had a family of his own. This is a fleeting thought and one that Bram doesn’t ponder on for long. This is his place and he nods as if confirming it to himself now, as he studies the waves that gently lap at the sand.
He thinks of the beachfront as a veneer, shining and welcoming, and Bram utters a laugh under his breath. Just a few streets away, hidden behind the facade this place is so very different. Here one would find discarded candy floss wrappers, back in Doublestraat they are replaced with used needles and condom packaging.
Bram sips at his coffee as he glances at his watch. The latest health reports will be arriving at his office soon; he should get back to look over the test results. It’s his job to keep the streets clean and the girls healthy. And it’s a job he takes very seriously indeed.
20
ELIAN
SCHEVENINGEN PIER
5.7.15 Late afternoon
There’s maintenance work being carried out on the pier and Elian can tell once it is completed it’s going to be quite something. She hangs around the entrance, looking at the featured art work in the doorway. It’s an old wartime torpedo, with the words ‘drop a love bomb’ in English, scrawled on it in yellow paint.
“Elian.”
She turns at the sound of her name and is relieved to see Brigitta coming through the doors towards her.
“Hi, I wasn’t sure you’d come,” Elian says, standing awkwardly, unsure of how to greet this girl who is practically a stranger.
“It’s good to get out, Amber’s driving me crazy,” replies Brigitta. “Come on, let’s walk.”
As they stroll down the external part of the pier, Brigitta points out the bungee jump located at the very end. “Fancy it?”
Elian lets out an involuntary shudder, “No, thanks.”
Brigitta laughs.
“What happened to your friend, Gabi, wasn’t it?” Elian asks eventually.
Brigitta’s face noticeably darkens. “The papers say she was stabbed, but she was strangled to death in an alleyway up the road.”
A woman in a shallow grave who had began to decompose but who still wore the clothes she was killed in. The memory strikes Elian so suddenly that she stops walking and reaches out to clutch the handrail to steady herself. It’s a memory that she didn’t remember until now and it’s not the first time this strange recall has happened to her.
“You want to sit down?” Brigitta’s concerned face looms and Elian nods and allows herself to be led over to the seating area.
“I’m sorry, you were talking about your friend …” Elian tails off guiltily.
“Why don’t you tell me what happened to you,” says Brigitta kindly, pulling a pack of Memphis cigarettes out and offering one to Elian.
Elian declines the cigarette and wonders where to start her story. “I was in Europe, last month, helping a friend out. I was kidnapped and … attacked. My memory has suffered since, I can’t remember stuff clearly. I couldn’t even remember your name or that you’d come over before until I found it written down in a notebook. I’m struggling, I guess, and I don’t really know what to do.” Elian tails off with a shrug, embarrassed.
Brigitta drags deeply on her cigarette. “Attacked how?”
And that is the part that Elian doesn’t want to confess, but Brigitta is so open and honest and Elian thinks back to when she met her outside the gym, when she was sure that she couldn’t shock this girl, no matter what she told her. “I was raped,” she says and realises belatedly that her voice ended in a squeak when she said